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Sugababes Lost Tapes Zip



The Lost Tapes compiles previously unreleased tracks that Nas recorded during 1998 to 2001 in the sessions for both his 1999 album I Am... and Stillmatic.[3][4] Several songs from the sessions for the former album, including "Blaze a 50", "Drunk by Myself", and "Poppa Was a Playa",[5] were bootlegged prior to its release and leaked to the Internet through MP3 technology,[6] which led to their exclusion from I Am....[7] Most of the compiled songs first became available as bootlegs on underground mixtapes before being selected and mastered for The Lost Tapes.[3]




Sugababes Lost Tapes zip



Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality downloads of Dysthymia, Baptism, Dust Tape, Slip Away, ANTEVENOM, ULTRA, BLISS, Hiding, and 20 more. , and , . Purchasable with gift card Buy Digital Discography $32.53 USD or more (60% OFF) Send as Gift Share / Embed 1. do i? 03:28 lyrics consciouslosteddrifting but holding onlife laidoptionswindswept i move onkind ghostdriftingtalk to me not too longsmall budsblossomon your shoulder grow strongthrough the stigmaanxious figmentsforming in my mindfreedom from the paranoiafinally unwindsweak and tenderwounds still healingsafe but seldom soundlistening to thefear and poisonimmolate the groundconsciouslosteddrifting but holding onlife laidoptionswindswept i move onkind ghostdriftingtalk to me not too longsmall budsblossomon your shoulder grow strongbut not too long 2. bowl of time 03:18 lyrics meander meander meanderfall, fall, fallx2strangers stare buckshot in my spineconfusion from their wispy eyesi roam through a wood of alien treesfall fall, like autumn's gentle leavesspiraling down, glide along the windspiraling down, simple and delicateand my heart, says that i won't fitat least nothere, hereo melt my, melt my barkand lay me barescared anxious, so wearyvuln-ra-ble strangers' cold unfeeling eyesskin screams, from malicious knivesi'll wait, to heal my fragile soulthough i, won't ever be wholespiraling down, glide along the windspiraling down, simple and delicateand my heart, says that i won't fitat least nothere, herex2meander meander meanderfall, fall, fallx2 3. thinkng abt a lot of stuff... 04:25 lyrics still not seeing someone elsestill think about you, oh wellgod i hope you're doing welli'm sure as hell, notlying still in bed for hoursmy mood has become so sourcynical but to a faultand it's all my faultso much i can't undoi was so bad to youi made mistakes i hope your heart can healmoving on is so roughhow long will be enoughtime flies by but i'm still right herewith my thoughtsi forgothow not to rely on someone elseif i evreally knew how to just be happy by myselfpondering the time we spentwondering just where you wentback into your different worldor somewhere else?didn't think it'd end so strangeour friendship won't be the samewill you ever look at meor just leave me be?i don't know what i needbut it's not your empathystill feels like a dreamwhat will ease my mind?i'm unhappy all the timei can't let my heart unwindwith my thoughtsi forgothow not to rely on someone elseif i evreally knew how to just be happy by myselfafter allthis time of running awayfrom whatsinside oh i am afraidthat deep down there's nothing thereit's all a guise, it's only liesi'm hollowed out, from all that ain't fairmade of trauma and plastic smileswith my thoughtsi forgothow not to rely on someone elseif i evreally knew how to just be happy by myself 4. every atom tessellates 04:32 lyrics oh wellthinking on the times that i've hurt myselfpushed my friends away, don't need anyone elsebut it didn't help, it was all for naughti faded away and they all forgotwhat happened to that girl you once knewshe's about to leave, she'll be dead soonyou let her cut the ties that held her backthere's no one left to stop her, oh wellwarm and alone, my blood seeps throughlocked in my own rotting mindstabbing my heart, nothing else to dothe comfortable pain passed the timethinking on the ways i neglect myselfzip my mouth shut, pretend im doing wellgentle agony beneath my thin skinno one ever tries to seewhat happened to that smile that you used to see?it was melted off from how you looked at medisgusting and misshapen's all i ever wasguess i'll just stay herewarm and alone, my blood seeps throughlocked in my own rotting mindstabbing my heart, nothing else to dothe comfortable pain passed the timea thousand tiny cuts, a scent of ethanolloving without meaning, tallies up the walli forget myself in the dopamine wounds flow like a streamwarm and alone, my blood seeps throughlocked in my own rotting mindstabbing my heart, nothing else to dothe comfortable pain passed the timex2thinking on the times i gave up on methinking on my wish for something i can't bethinking on the times for which i had regretwonder how i ended up with nothing left 5. running backwards never reaching never 03:42 lyrics can't tell what i wantfrom you, from mei think i forgotwhat i should befloating unthinking i've misplaced myselflet me unravel thethread til i'm wellso many reasons i'mleft so uneven ishouldn't have ever pretendedto be what others wantmy nature i have loststretched so thin and weakdon't know how to speakx2[verse 2]can't tell where to gofrom where i amcaught up in seaso far from landfloating unthinking i've misplaced myselflet me unravel thethread til i'm wellso many reasons i'mleft so uneven ishouldn't have ever pretendedto be what others wantmy nature i have loststretched so thin and weakdon't know how to speakx4 6. bring down the sun 02:57 lyrics can't you tell, that i hate what i ami wish i had no form, then i'd be alrightthis carbon cage only hurts and hindersi wish the world was darkness, wish i was made of sunlightthis dream is fucking twistedpeople say i should have never existedsometimes i think they're righti didn't choose this lifei hurt myself todaycan you blame me anywaythrough all this shit i've livedmy will is bout to givecan't you see why i'm so frightened?can't you see why i'm so sad?can't you see my scars aren't fading?can't you see you're all i have? can't you tell, i'm in so much painit comes and goes in waves, wish i could make it go awaythis box i'm locked in is so unforgivingin danger every night, in danger every daycan't you tell, i can't hold out much morewish i was transparent, wish i had no formthis world was not for me, not for many othersi wish the world was darkness, wish i was made of sunlightthis dream is fucking twistedpeople say i should have never existedsometimes i think they're righti didn't choose this lifei hurt myself todaycan you blame me anywaythrough all this shit i've livedmy will is bout to givecan't you see why i'm so frightened?can't you see why i'm so sad?can't you see my scars aren't fading?can't you see you're all i have?can't you tell, i need respite from harmlive alone with you, protect me with your warm armshopefully one day i'll be invisible'til then i'll fantasize that i am made of sunlight 7. 25MG tricyclic 03:32 lyrics my mind racescatastrophicthese obsessionsso neurotichow can i tell when i'm truly securenot good with change, shifting makes my skin socallous and coarse, i can't open anymorei'm too stoiceverything grinds away at my tender willi want to get better but don't think i willanything and everything is just too muchi try to fight through but it's not doing muchwhy, can't i sleep at nightcan't i feel alrightcan't i see the lightcan't you hold me tighthow can i tell when i'm truly securenot good with change, shifting makes my skin socallous and coarse, i can't open anymorei'm too stoicmy mind racescatastrophicthese obsessionsso neurotichow can i tell when i'm truly securenot good with change, shifting makes my skin socallous and coarse, i can't open anymorei'm too stoici never asked to be so coldi never asked to be alonei never asked to be this cursedwhy is this hand i was dealt the worstthis maladaption drives me madcan't help but treat myself so badwith these affects that life has broughtmy mind has become so miswroughtmy mind racescatastrophicthese obsessionsso neurotic 8. b l e u 04:00 lyrics you helped me fix myselfi was too lost to tellnow i'm stronger than i've beenthough i still suspect i'll burni drank the ocean bluei'll remember youi drank the ocean bluei feel like someone elsewhat i've become, can't tellyou turned me into a portrait of yourselfi may be better but i must restore myselfi drank the ocean bluei'll remember youi drank the ocean bluei'll remember youi'll remember x4now i'm back to square onewith knowledge of whence i comethings will be different this timei've patched my cracks with glueand built myself much strongeri'm ready to start anewi'm ready to start anewi drank the ocean bluei'll remember youi drank the ocean bluei'll remember you 9. don't have nightmares anymore 03:18 lyrics why'd you have to die?why'd you have to die?why'd you have to die, leave your friends behindand leave me empty inside?alone on the freeway headed for the cliff, nowish i had reached out before you slipped, offso young and tortured, but no one knew, notil the casket was closed, the tears drip, downi don't know what was going on in your headi wish you would have talked to me insteadwe were both so far away still i wonder why youwhy'd you have to die?why'd you have to die?why'd you have to die, leave your friends behindand leave me empty inside?standing on the edge where you once did, late at night, coldjust a minute ago, we were young kids, where'd the time, gobut if i'm lucky, i'll see you soon, somewhere else, whoai hope you're well, and content, somewhere else, whoai don't know what was going on in your headi wish you would have talked to me insteadwe were both so far away still i wonder why youwhy'd you have to die?why'd you have to die?why'd you have to die, leave your friends behindand leave me empty inside?why'd you have to run awayleave us all distraughtwhy'd you try to disappearand just be forgot?why'd you have to run awaywhat hurt you so badwhat hurt you so bad 10. humans are the scariest people u will ever meet 03:57 lyrics what a horrible dayi've lost a friendit's weighing on my mindit was not what i didor what i saidbut who i am insidepeople fill me with fearunpredictable, insincerei've been betrayed once or twicethey gut me and leave mepeople fill me with dreadonly ashes in my headi've been killed many timesthey drain my arteriesthey're all so goddamn hollowhollow shells, painted facesthey don't love, their life is painlessthey just take, never givefeeding on warm blood to livethis wasn't how i thought it workedi'm the only one who hurtshollows gather around to seeas you smile and impale me[impaled noises]people fill me with fearunpredictable, insincerei've been betrayed once or twicethey gut me and leave mepeople fill me with dreadonly ashes in my headi've been killed many timesthey drain my arteriesyou lifted my head upthen tried to destroy methe second i looked awayyou're sociopathicfeeding on agonybut i don't easily swayyour demons will cascadeswallow you whole one dayand no one will remember youthe ruin that you bringyou're worth less than nothingi hope you drown in guiltsooner or later 11. u were always, everything 03:57 lyrics i should have never left youso many mistakes these daysdisappeared without a warninglucky you didn't float awayi got caught up in a smokescreencouldnt see a foot in front of my face i don't deserve your forgivenessbut you gave it to me anywayi'll do everything in my powerto make it up to you, its the least i can dothe minutes change to hoursevery moment with you...feels so safe my soul's at ease with youall i need's to be held tightly bywhen my mind's arace with thoughts of guilt and hateyou wash it all away with a smile. and i'm okayi've hurt so many peopleit keeps me up late at nighti push everyone good away cuz im scared they'll hang me out to drybut that makes me just like themgotta open up and trustor i'll be forgotten and my memory will fade to dusti'll do everything in my powerto make it up to you, its the least i can dothe minutes change to hoursevery moment with you...feels so safe my soul's at ease with youall i need's to be held tightly bywhen my mind's arace with thoughts of guilt and hateyou wash it all away with a smile. and i'm okayyou were always everythingi'll never run away againeverything we could have beeni want to try for that againyou mean so fucking much to mei need to fix the shit ive doneyou were always everythingyou were always everythingx2 about ll - two - eleven - strength - pause-----------this album is in some ways a departure for me and in other ways getting back to my roots. prior to 2013 most of my music was slow and sad. in 2013 i started an album about my depression called dysthymia. i intend to finish it eventually, but i have not yet. in many ways this album is a sequel to that, dysthymia two. in other ways, it feels to me like this is my first album. this is who i am.in the last month or two i created this album to express the particular types of hardship i have been going through. it is an exercise in catharsis, in storytelling, in being honest with myself. it's about depression, about pain and anxiety, about self-loathing. it's about how far i have come. it's about how difficult and frightening it is to exist. it's about fear and guilt, and letting yourself be vulnerable despite trauma. this point in my life feels kind of still. it's like everything was moving so fast for a while and now i have a chance to stop and think about where i am; i have a chance to pause. at the time of this album's release, i will have started HRT nearly exactly two years ago. those two years went by incredibly quickly but so much has happened and i have changed so much as a person.strength is the eleventh card of the major arcana. it represents fortitude, patience, the strength to carry on and subsist. things that have always been difficult for me, but i am getting stronger. i am learning to trust myself, be compassionate with myself, fight for myself, stand up for myself. it's something i need to remind myself to do, often.i hope you can relate to it, and i hope it helps you. thank you.-----------thanks to autumn for the very COOL and DRAINPUPPETY artextra thanks to everyone on my mailing list and everyone who has ever bought my music, anyone who has ever told me my shit mattered to them, anyone who's ever showed anyone else my music, everyone who's ever supported, came out to shows, y'all rock so much. see u at magfest.special thanks toluci, aria, jamie, maria, keynan, housey, dicksquad, mara, valor, kurtis, maxx, hayden, and my MOM S/O TO MOMS WORLDWIDE $(".tralbum-about").last().bcTruncate(TruncateProfile.get("tralbum_about"), "more", 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